will-powerless

the score:

junk food 1000000 - pia still 0

its official, I have lost all will-power! I am not sure where I lost it.. perhaps some where between Mc Donalds and FAT CACTUS?? agggg who knows... but I got to find it again -
trainer's mean arse scale says I am up one 1kg ? bliksem! think i will smash it til it tells me i am lighter! *SMASH*
see its the carbs- they make me aggressive!

Anyhoo, looking forward to a long weekend in Paternoster... just unwinding and contemplating eating healthy foods and giving the food diary another go? hmmmmmm no - I think it was the pressure of the food diary that made me start this lil binge ... I must blame some one or something .... it surely CANNOT be my fault!

and now my dad has left fish and chips in my office ...the smell is singing a luring song at me ! but i SHALL RESIST ... i will not eat you best fish and chips in south africa! just cos your from Fish on the Rocks doesnt make you healthy or good for me!

so far:

fish and chips 0 - Pia 1 !

go me !!